It burns.. so good

I dunno how I feel about today to be honest. I'm thinking about the way today went and really finding that I am not fond of doing group weight loss activities. On the other hand if I looked at it the right way, it's motivation. so I dunno how I really feel about it. Basically the story as it stands so far is that at work we have this silly "biggest loser" type thing going on right now and after requesting speaking with the doctor.. I told the person in charge of it I really had no interest in losing weight. Consequently I was bombarded by people who wanted my help and me on their team, so yeah, my desires made known were ignored.

That in mind you're probably thinking "But a team!? That's awesome." for me it's not. I don't like doing things because people rely on me to do it. I'd rather just do it alone, for me. I guess it's my loner style or something, no, it's not. That's me being dumb. It's just that i wanna do this for me and only me. That problem is that having my feelings ignored, I'm afraid I'll get bitter about the whole thing and give up. Though after much harshness toward myself... I dunno. We'll have to see I guess

I do have some good news though. I saved money by switching to Geico.... no, not really. I tried out "Your Shape: Fitness Evolved" today. All I can say is that.. I'm in pain, but it's that "I accomplished something" pain. Basically it's a bunch of different work outs and what not that get your moving, get your heart and such going. I was sweating within the first couple of exercises.. My legs then.. began to burn. But in the one exercise I did, it says I burned 164 calories. That's a good thing, right? I feel like I should make an attempt to do it everyday. I'm hoping to see results from it. The cool thing about the game is that it actually takes measurements of your body and what not while you're there, height: leg length, arm length, Shoulder width. It's really cool. so I'm hoping it'll do something gradually as you do it. There are also achievements to be earned for calories burned as you continue through: I'm an achievement whore thus.. more motivation. I like it and I'm excited and I'm read to feel the burn.. I'm afraid to take the stairs in the morning... and Knee sides.. suck, but they're so worth it!

Couple reasons why I'm doing it.. Me, (now a group of people I don't really know that well.) and a girl.. who deserves a guy.. that.. I could become.. eh, either way.